Mahjong, Chess, and the Certainty of Choices and Consequences

Those of you who know me well might know that I have recently developed a fixation on the game Mahjong, specifically Riichi Mahjong, the Japanese style of the game. The more I learned about the game, the more I started to see how much the choices in Mahjong reflect the choices we make in our own lives. It also got me thinking about Chess again and how both games provide different perspectives on life choices. Before I continue, I would like to say that you do not need to know much about Mahjong or Chess to keep up with this discussion; however, I may make some references to certain actions that can be done in both games. I will try my best to explain them, but ultimately, I don’t think knowledge of these games is necessary to get my message.

In most versions of Mahjong (at least the ones I researched), you begin with a hand of 13 tiles and your goal is to draw and discard tiles until you reach a point where the next tile you draw completes a 14 tile hand of a certain pattern. That is perhaps the simplest way to summarize it as there is obviously a lot more to it than that and it varies between versions, but it describes pretty much every game of Mahjong. Much like in real life, you have no control over your starting hand. You may start with a very lucky hand allowing you to achieve a lot more earlier on, but at the same time, you may also start with a very unlucky hand that forces you to work much harder just to catch up to everyone else. Even then, unexpected things can occur throughout the game and a person with a lucky start may end up at the very bottom while a person with a terrible starting hand may end up on top. Still, that does not take away from the effect that skill has on the outcome. As I played more Mahjong matches and learned more patterns, I started to see that what may seem like a bad starting hand is actually really good and I just needed to learn new patterns that I could not recognize before. This is reflective of real life where learning new things can open up a lot more opportunities for you that were always there but you just couldn’t see them until you learned about them. For example, let’s say you were learning a musical instrument. At first, you may see very limited options of what you can play as you might only know a few notes or chords. However, as you study the instrument more, and maybe even a bit of music theory, you start to notice certain patterns that allow you to find notes that sound good together. Suddenly, a world of possibilities starts to open up and before long, you can play any song you want and even other instruments are a lot easier to learn now that you can notice the same patterns appearing. Much like with a starting hand in Mahjong, you have all the same tools and choices available to you, but now you are able to do a lot more with what you have.

Let’s take a step back and talk again about the luck aspect of the game. I mentioned before that sometimes, unexpected things may happen that are outside of your control. Does this mean that your choices don’t matter and it’s all just a coin flip or a roll of the dice? Not exactly. Much like in real life, in Mahjong you have to prepare for things to suddenly go wrong or right. From the games I played, I found that the best moves are the ones that open up the most opportunities for you. I’ll elaborate a bit more to paint a better picture. In each turn, you draw a tile and then choose whether to discard this tile or to discard a tile already in your hand. Usually, you’d want to choose to get rid of a tile that doesn’t contribute to the winning hand, but other times that decision is not so simple and you may have to even take a risk and choose a move that might give you more choices down the line or play it safe and choose moves that won’t necessarily win you the game but will guarantee that you won’t be completely screwed over by random chance later. That’s just life. Sometimes we have to make choices that keep us on a stable path, but other times, we may get opportunities to take a huge risk that pays off even more. Things can and will go wrong, but as long as you are able to make choices that leave more choices open, you will most likely find a way out.

Eventually, you reach a point where choices become limited but much simpler. In Riichi Mahjong, there is a state called tenpai or ready hand in which you only need a certain tile to complete your 14-tile hand so your only choice is to keep discarding the tile you drew until you draw a tile that completes your hand. If the game ends in a draw, you still end up winning some points afterwards. Still, much like the rest of the game, there remains a huge risk of everything going wrong like if an opponent manages to complete their hand before you. This is like in real life where things may seem like smooth sailing until something happens out of nowhere and ruins everything. However, we still keep going. Life isn’t about keeping things perfect; it’s about being ready for when things inevitably go wrong, even when it seems that everything will be alright in the end. The best choices aren’t guaranteed to be the perfect choices, but we always need to be ready to make the right ones.


Now let’s talk a bit about Chess. Unlike Mahjong, a Chess game always begins the same way, and even if it’s Fischer random, the opponent still has the same starting position as you, so the outcome of the game depends entirely on the skill of the players. What’s more is that there is absolutely no randomness in Chess, so with every move, a good choice will always be a good choice and a bad choice will always be bad. It’s a system that rewards good decisions and punishes bad ones. In some moments, you will encounter some unexpected consequences, but those will always be due to player oversight like if you successfully capture the opponent’s queen but completely miss the checkmate you granted to them. Chess is a very complicated game, but it is still predictable and every move has complete certainty in which position it will result in.

To me, Chess represents what we expect life to be like. It’s complicated and difficult to learn, but we expect things to always turn out in our favor when we do everything right. They say a game of Chess in which both players make all the perfect moves will always end in a draw, and a lot of times we expect life to be like that, to be played so perfectly as we expect. But most of the time, life is not like that. A lot of times, you’ll do things right, but then something happens that you didn’t prepare for, like if you spent months studying an opening but then your opponent plays a variation you never looked at and it doesn’t matter if that move was good or not because it throws you off balance. Or even worse, you might play a move that seems brilliant but it either turns out to be a huge blunder or it forces you into a position where none of your available moves seem right, not even the one that wins the whole game. However, with Chess, you can always learn from all these. When things play out the same way as before, you learn from your mistakes and know exactly what moves are right and wrong. Most of the time, life is like that. We make mistakes and keep learning from them until we learn to play effectively.

Unfortunately, there are times in life where it goes from a game of Chess to a game of Mahjong. You play all the right moves, you make all the right choices, you do everything completely right, but all of a sudden, because of random chance, something completely out of your control, it all falls apart. You can try all you want to prepare for these things, analyze every move, every position, every possibility, but nothing within your power could have prevented tragedy from striking. You can only move on and hope to recover. To me, that’s what Mahjong represents. If Chess represents our illusion of complete control, Mahjong represents the harsh reality of the universe: that we have no control. Even a lot of professional Mahjong players admit that even with all the skill involved in the game, you will always be at the mercy of random chance. Does that mean our choices don’t matter and that we have no free will in the universe? Not exactly. To me, it just means that we should not expect the right choices to always have ideal consequences. We can make the best choices to make sure the outcome will more likely fall in our favor, but ultimately, we can never really set the chances of failure to zero. We just have to keep trying and keep getting better.

I have quite a few friends who started university relatively recently. When I hear about their plans, it sounds to me that they are approaching this stage of life like a game of Chess, expecting the right decisions to have positive outcomes. It’s always good to have a plan and even a backup plan, but that isn’t always enough, so I always tell them not to worry too much about things falling apart and that it’s best to be prepared for a change of planning rather than planning ten steps ahead. Always have a goal, but don’t be too focused on your path to that goal. Going back to Mahjong, I play in a similar way in that if I see a possible hand I can go for, I try to go for it, but I always make sure my hand is ready to do something else in case things don’t go my way. For a more specific example, sometimes I’ll have a white dragon in my starting hand and keep it there in case I get the chance at yakuhai, but I make sure that if I see two white dragons on the discard area (meaning I can’t get yakuhai), the rest of my hand is still good enough that I can get rid of the first dragon and still have a chance of winning. We can’t always prepare for when things go unexpectedly wrong, but we can always keep ourselves open to change directions.


At the same time we need to prepare for when things go wrong, we also need to be ready for when things go right and make the most of that positive opportunity. (Side note, at the exact moment I was typing this paragraph, I received an email about getting an interview for the internship I applied to which is such perfect timing for the point I’m making) Going back to the Mahjong example, I once spectated a game from another beginner, and I got frustrated when I saw him blunder a winning opportunity. He drew a second East wind tile, and since he was sitting on the East seat and on an East game, he could have gotten 2 Han for simply picking up a third one, but he instead discarded the piece. With the way the rest of the game played out, he wouldn’t have won either way since most of the opponents won essentially by random chance, but it frustrated me every time he made a move that took away any chance of winning.

Obviously this was just a simple Mahjong game so it’s not that serious that he blundered the chance of winning since he could do better in another game, but I think it’s a good representation of a lot of life opportunities. I had the chance to get certified as a life insurance agent, but I completely blundered it because I could not schedule my days properly to make time for it. I had the chance to graduate with my bachelor’s one year early due to my high school AP credits making up my first year of uni, but now I’m graduating much later just because I got a bit greedy and tried to force a larger workload on myself to graduate even earlier. Experiences like these are why I’ve been trying to make myself recognize opportunities and make the most of them. I’m obviously still learning and still stumbling, but I think I am getting better. I’m playing this game of life a little more carefully now, but I’m back in uni studying again and applying to multiple jobs while also giving a bit more focus on my physical and mental health. Maybe I lost a few rounds, but just like in Mahjong, in life you can always make it back to the top. You just need to make the right choices and be patient and prepared for when the opportunity comes back.

Kiryu’s Bizarre Adventure

WARNING: Spoilers for Yakuza 0 and possibly other Yakuza games as well as most of Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure.

Okay, this may be my most unhinged post yet, but hear me out: the Yakuza games take place in the same universe as Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure. There isn’t really much connecting the two franchises, but it is fun to find the connections between them. This all started with a conversation with a friend of mine when I pointed out that Yakuza 0 and Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure part 3: Stardust Crusaders both take place in 1988.

As I thought deeper into this connection, I noticed that Kazuma Kiryu, the main protagonist of Yakuza 0 (and most of the other Yakuza games) is only three years older than Jotaro, the main protagonist of Stardust Crusaders. They both live in the Tokyo area, which to be fair is quite big, but it isn’t reasonable to assume that they might have interacted at some point in their lives. My theory is that they either went to the same elementary school or just hung out with similar groups as kids. We know from a certain episode of Jojo that Jotaro was already a strong fighter at around 7 years old, so I’m thinking that a 10 year old Kiryu became friends with Jotaro and taught him how to fight after seeing him get picked on by other kids. This would explain why Jotaro yells “ora” when he punches since Kiryu sometimes does the same thing when punching, so Jotaro likely picked up on this and integrated it into his own fighting style.

There’s also the bit with Kiryu’s charged attack in Rush style in Yakuza 0 looking like Star Platinum’s punch barrage. This led me to think that Kiryu might be a stand user like Jotaro, but overall, I’ve decided that doesn’t really work into this whole theory. I thought at first that Kiryu’s cartoonishly superhuman strength might mean that he’s a stand user, but then that would mean a lot of other characters in the games have the same type of stand as Kiryu’s which just doesn’t make much sense, especially when you consider that in Jojo, stand user’s will always eventually be drawn to other stand users by fate, yet Kiryu has never encountered another one. Besides, it’s not exactly unusual in the Jojo universe for regular humans to achieve the kind of superhuman strength we see in Yakuza, like when Jonathan in part 1 fought vampire Dio in a burning mansion before he even learned Hamon, so it’s not unreasonable to assume that Kiryu is just a regular human, at least in the context of the Jojo-Yakuza universe. Ichiban is a whole other story, but I won’t get too deep into that here, mainly because I haven’t played Yakuza 7 or 8.

Now, another small connection I noticed is that in Yakuza 0, there is a substory where you meet the boss of an Italian mafia group and JJBA part 5: Golden Wind centers around a large Italian mafia group. There are no other connections to be made here lol but I like to think that the mafia boss you meet is probably a predecessor to Diavolo since he chooses to leave the mafia about a decade before the events of Golden Wind.

It’s hard to make more connections past Yakuza 0 since the next game in the timeline takes place in 1995 and 2005 so JJBA parts 4 and 5 take place during the time Kiryu is in prison and have no connection to events covered in that 10 year gap. Part 6: Stone Ocean takes place in 2011 which is close to the events of Yakuza 4 and 5, but I’ve decided that Yakuza takes place in the Irene universe since the whole world was affected by the events of the original universe and would have to been acknowledged in Yakuza (also, Yakuza 5 would straight up not have happened at all in the Jolyne universe since the universe was literally reset 💀).

I have noticed that JJBA part 9, Yakuza 8, and the upcoming Pirate Yakuza all take place in Hawaii and around the same time, but I am not caught up on any of these to really say anything conclusive. Firstly, part 9 takes place in a completely different universe to parts 1-6 so it would not connect to the headcanon I’ve come up with. Also, Hawaii is kinda big, so it’s reasonable that even if they did coincide somehow, they wouldn’t cross over. I mean, even the Judgement games take place in both the same universe and the same areas as the Yakuza games yet they’ve never directly crossed over. Who knows, maybe I will eventually find a funny way to connect them and I’ll do a follow-up to this post.

Finally, I’d like to point out that Kei Ibuchi from Yakuza Kiwami 2 is voiced by the same actor who voiced Dio Brando in Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure. There is no in-universe connection here; I just thought that was funny to point out. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed my unhinged rant about how the Yakuza games take place in the Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure universe. If you didn’t, that’s fair. This was all just the insane ramblings of a madman.

Equilibrium

Balance. It’s a common lesson I’ve been taught throughout my life, yet only recently I’ve been starting to fit into my life. Some of you know I have been conditioning my body to get back into doing martial arts, and a huge part of my new training involves balance, both figuratively and literally. In the literal sense, I have been training balance by just doing some basic exercises and stretches, mainly hoping to eventually achieve the kind of Taekwondo high kicks I was doing as a kid, but also to understand my body better and bridge that connection between my mind and physical form. Since the last time I did any athletic activity (which was an eternity ago), my body has gone through quite a lot of change, from my weight gain during the pandemic to my strength gain in the previous year of weight lifting. With such physical change, I understood that I needed to change mentally and spiritually as well to make sure all aspects of myself are aligned and balanced. I don’t want to push my body too hard, but at the same time, I want to find consistency again. It’s this balance that I’ve been struggling to maintain, this balance of life. I am in perhaps the busiest year of my life and I need to be able to keep everything in check or else I’ll stumble and fall again like a few years ago.

Let’s talk a bit about that mental and spiritual balance I mentioned. Those of you who have known me a long time might know I have a bit of a past. If you didn’t, that’s good. I wasn’t a criminal or anything like that, but there are parts of me that I wish I could leave behind. The thing about the past is that no matter what you do to erase it, it will always follow you. You can choose to let go, try to burn it, kill it, make it go away, but the past will find some way back to you. It always does. It doesn’t define who you are now, but it does tell everything you did to get there. This is something I have struggled with for many years and still do. Luckily, most people I know see me in a mostly positive light, so most of this struggle is internal, but then how do I extinguish a fire that persistently burns within me? What I’ve learned recently is that I don’t. I should make peace with it. Making peace does not mean it goes away, but rather I find a way to make it not hold me back anymore. It’s like that scene from Mulan (1998) where she uses the weights to wrap around the pole so that instead of weighing her down, they help her go up. That’s how I’m trying to approach all that pain, all that rage, all those negative feelings I tried to hide away for years. I keep it in and let it out when I need it most. I turned it into a weapon, but not in the same way I did before, instead using it to push me through life but at the same time balancing it out with my more positive and peaceful thoughts.

The hardest part about balance is that the scales will tip back and forth a lot before they truly settle. That’s where I’m at right now. I’m at that point where I’m trying to find my center of gravity and I won’t be sure until everything stops tipping back and forth. See, I’m not even sure if my approach to life is that balanced at all. Sometimes you’ll think you found the balance point only for everything to tip one way. That’s okay. We keep trying. This is not a battle I can win through persistence and sheer force of will but with patience. When you block an attack, you don’t just try and push through; you reposition and find a new opening. That’s life. It’s not about pushing myself till I break like I once thought. It’s about knowing when to push and when to hold back. I’ve been trying to incorporate this into my own kinda fighting style using calmness and peaceful thoughts in my defense and the painful thoughts mentioned before to power my strikes. It’s become more of a meditational practice for me than a martial art because I use it to explore my inner turmoil and try to find balance rather than as a self-defense or fighting tool (though that is still part of it lol). Still then, it’s all about trying to tip the scales carefully. Too much rage in a punch may leave me blind to a counterattack, but too little and all that energy would be wasted on a weak attack. Too much tension in a parry can leave me too stiff to reposition, but too little and the opponent’s strike will take me down. It’s all about those choices, and I want to apply them to my everyday life.

This whole thing has mostly been me rambling with no clear direction or thesis, so I’ll try and share how I’m trying to apply these lessons in my own life. More directly, I’ve been both voluntarily and involuntarily using Wing Chun moves to do stuff like opening doors. I don’t have a wooden dummy to practice on, so sometimes I’ll just find myself doing some of the moves I learned years ago (I forgot all the names lol) on random things. More indirectly, I’ve been trying to find balance in the way I approach things in life. I don’t want to be so locked in and hyper-focused to the point that I become blind to everything around me, but at the same time, I don’t want to be so relaxed that I lose track of where I’m going. I’ve learned to take a step back every once in a while to regain my perspective, but I try to make sure I can always return to where I’m meant to be. I’d go on with more examples, but I honestly forgot 💀.

Perhaps the most important thing I’ve learned about balance is that being balanced does not always mean being still. A spinning gyroscope or even a Beyblade can stay upright and balanced by spinning consistently. A juggler on a unicycle can’t stay balanced by staying still at the equilibrium; they have to constantly adjust their position to stay upright. Two people slow-dancing must keep moving with one another to stay balanced and on the beat of the music. See, it’s not always about finding that equilibrium; it’s also about maintaining it. Like with my workout routine I mentioned, I need to keep it consistent even after I’ve achieved the results I want, otherwise I’ll start to regress.

I have honestly lost track of what my main point in all of this was, but I hope for you, my dearest reader, this all meant something to you. Perhaps you may find your own lesson that I missed in all of this.